Fennies ♥ Braian

2009-08-25T09:16:00.000-07:00

STOP BLOGGING!!

i dont wanna say about anything about my life in here again!
i will only write to baby!

BYE!!!
i'll learn to keep everything to myself!
and.. I got no job again! LOL!

2009-08-21T08:39:00.000-07:00

I MISS MY BABY SO MUCHY!!!

Next Thursday is Coming~
WEETS!
i can see Baby ler! :)

2009-08-19T10:31:00.000-07:00

#19 Aug. Wednesday!

Meet Laogong Ashley to watch movie! (Orphan)
actually we were going to AMK hub to watch.
but.. I'm too lazy. keep delay the time!
yet, end up we watched our show at CWP. LOL!
9.25pm show. -,-"

here goes the photos~

My DEAREST LAOGONG ASHLEY! :D
hahaha! she's gonna kill me if she saw this photo so big! :X

LOLS !! xD

She always bully me! SEE~!!!

SO SWEET uh! :)

-,-

wow! we saw something.. mmm.. dont tell you! wahaha! :D
SHHHH!!!

wondering~ why so sians!!!

Saw? bully me again!

END! ~ :D

anyway.. it's a nice movie!

#UPDATED!

Nights Out pics with Sisters~ :D

Last but not least, I MISS MY DEAREST AH BEE SO MUCH!!

I receive BeBe's letter today~

i really really miss him so much!

he says he wanna buy lots of chocolates for me! :)

and..

he asked me to change my hp number!

mmm..

i will do as he said! :)

peeps, will let you know once i changed number! :D

gonna write letter to him now!

he's waiting! :D

BYES~

Cheers,

Fennies

( BQWY's wifey )

2009-08-16T01:37:00.000-07:00

#15 Aug 2009 . Saturday~

NIGHTOUT!

Evening went Ochard meet Lynnies Sis.
acc her to FEP do her nails.
and waited for Cher sis to off work.

headed to Lynnies sis house.
waiting for her to get prepared.
and off to took cab to ECP meet her friend.
went to Resoit awhile..
(Last time work there with Lynnies sister for 3 days.)

and headed to Rachada.
it's a very happening place.
i was thinking of bringing baby there when he is out.
but..
23 yr old for male. then can go in. LOL!
ladies 18 years old jiu can go in ler.
So.. wait till he 23 yr old? LOL! :X

till 3 plus headed to NeverLand.
we feel bored down there.
so..

OFF at 4plus am.
backed to Lynnies Sister house!
:)

BLOGGER GOT PROBLEM!!! ARGH! FUCK THAT!
SO Problemetic LEIS!!
photos will upload soon..~ :D

2009-08-14T03:16:00.000-07:00

I MISS DARLING LiTing!! <3

When can i meet you again?

i miss you! <3

and..

YiJing.. I Miss You Toos! <3

Hope can work with you Darling! :)

i miss the times with you girls~

lovelove*

Cheers,

Fennies

(BQWY's Wifey)

2009-08-13T02:01:00.000-07:00

#UPDATED 10TH AUG 2009~ Monday

Went Orchard with Lynnies Sister.

#13th Aug 2009~ Thurday~

Went to visit BABY today!

with ah heng shushu. :)

I'm so F*ing sick!

i told baby that i took mc today.

and.. he show me a smile.

just like im joking.. i act sick!

IM REALLY SICK LER.. ASSHOLE!!

30min, you keep talk to shushu! didnt even talk to me once!

what's the point of going!!!!

so angry you lar! ASS!

I miss you so much! yet you dont know!!!!!!

Nothing much to say..

I'm Sick!

Gonna go rest now..

BYES~

I MISS LITING DARLING!!!!! <3

P.S:Happy working!! JIAYOU!!! :)

Cheers,

Fennies

(BQWY's wifey)

2009-08-09T20:30:00.001-07:00

# 10 Aug 2009 . Monday~

Ytd last day work..

working with SHAH is fun! :D

anyway it's the last day~

Gonna start a new work tml! :)

ytd after work went Np Mac with baobei.

her treat. Thank Baobei! :D

and then.. waited for ah boy at 741. :)

both of them walked me home!

hahaha! THANKS!

later going to AMK 626 meet Lynnies sis!

I'm gonna get prepared now!

if not she really gonna kill me!

BYE~

2009-08-08T08:58:00.000-07:00

# 08 Aug 2009 . Saturday~

Meeting Net(sis) @ orchard this evening.

and.. I'm late again..

SORRY sis!

i know you very angry. :x

( zhen de hen dui bu qi! )

we went to ION shopping.

bought some clothes..

then went to FEP mum mum. :)

and then.. headed to CCK..

and backed HOME now..

Tml.. last day work! JIAYOU!! >.<

Lynnies Sister :D

i miss Ronnies & Cherries.. :(

This Toner is Lynnies sis bought for me! :)

TY so much my dear! :)

This two clothes i bought today. :)

END!

I MISS BABY! REAL MUCH! TIME PASS SO SLOW!!!! :(

2009-08-07T10:21:00.000-07:00

# 07 Aug 2009 . Friday~

Went to work @ 12pm.

Off work @ 4pm.

headed down to PS to look for Sis Pat. :)

chit chat and stuff..

she bought a shirt for me..

THANKS darling!

love you much much*

SISTERS ♥

I LOVE PATRICIA WAN GUEK HWA~

since 2006! :D 3 years sistership~

SHY lar! >.<>Don't snap shot me SIS!!

Went to fetch baby tongtong~ :D

END!!

backed HOME!

and..

I'm going out again..

to meet Grace (sweetheart) , May (baobei) & sweetheart BoyF~

BYES~

i really dont know i did something correct or wrong..

i really wish to find one suitable job..

i really want!

i dont have the confidence..

i dont have the courage to..

i really dont know what to do..

people like me..

can might as well go die..

i know.. alot of people thinks that..

even my mommy.. SIGH!

now.. i found one job. which need sign contact for 3month.

if even 3 months i cannot work..

I really found myself usless.. :(

no one understand how i feel.. NO ONE!! :(

P.S: I Miss My Baby So Much.. wish that time could pass real fast..
i rather not to celebrate any birthday! i just wish time pass! :(

Cheers,

Fennies

(BQWY's Wifey)

2009-08-06T01:29:00.000-07:00

#06. Aug 09 Thursday~

I'm OFF today!

yet! didn't go out..

So BORED lar!!!!

si bei sians leis!

Cousin Miko says she maybe wanted to go back malaysia.

ARGH!!

I'm SO SIANS!!!

I Miss BABY SO MUCH!! <3

should i continue to work sales line? or.. change others? sigh! >.<
idk!!
Really don't understand why aunties likes to put the blame to others!
FUCK THAT!!

2009-08-01T22:23:00.000-07:00

我还是好想外公!!
每一次看到我的Bloggie.
我和外公的照片..
我还是好想他!!

我根本不想相信他以经不在了!!
I only left 外公 le. but yet.. now..
no more.. no more ler!
I MISS YOU SO MUCH 外公!!

2009-08-01T21:35:00.000-07:00

# 01 Aug 2009 . Saturday~

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY!

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!! :D

i tot you forgot. but you still rem to wish me when i visit you.

i love you most! :)

went to work today.

I'm not late. yet reach too early?

haha.. first time eh! hahaha.. :D

*CLAP CLAP*

hoping i will be early everytime i went to work.

overall .. had fun working with Lucy Aunty. :)

she's nice and friendly~

teach me lots of things too..

Night time went Drink-ing session.

with Sister Lynnies & Veron. :)

after that backed home and fall asleep.

So Tired!!

Sorry XueYi & YueShi!

left both of you go alone!

I'm so Sorry!!!!

anyway.. thank you so muchy!

And..

Ashley Laogong,

Sorry & Thanks for the help nerh! :)

P.S: I LOVE MY SISTERS! & MY BABY! :D

2009-07-31T03:53:00.001-07:00

A NEW MONTH A NEW START!

Just Found A Job.
Thanks to Sis Cher.. :D
I'm gonna work very hard this month!
of cause not just this month!
I must learn to be smart! :)
JIAYOU!!!
hope everything is fine!
i can work for long!!!! :D
I'm tired of keep changing job ler!
JIAYOU HUANG MEI FEN!!!

This is the photo that i want Sis Beeyen to put as her contact pic!
Sis, so ke ai right?! OH MY OH MY!! HAHAHA!!

2009-07-30T07:17:00.000-07:00

I Really Really...

MISS BABY SO MUCH TODAY!!

I Feel Like Crying! I Don't Wanna Lose Him! :'(

I MISS YOU BABY!!!!

2009-07-29T07:33:00.000-07:00

#29th July. Wednesday~

Just Came back from Malaysia. :)
Went back to pray wai gong!

WE MISS HIM SO MUCH!

The house we always went to..

No longer the same feeling ler.

The past only can remain as memories!

1st Oct 2009 it might be the last time we will be going malaysia ler bah..

cause it's the only Last time we can pray wai gong ler.. :(

wai gong, you always live inside Our Heart! <3

Tml~ i can go visit Baby ler~ WOOHOOS!

I Really Really Miss Him Damn Much! <3

# 27th July . Monday~

Went to meet Beeyen sister. :)

walked around northpoint..

went mac to look for xiaohui jie awhile.

then went back to slack around.

LJS for our dinner.

and then took bus to 262 slack. :)

backed home after that..

Photos~

ME! :D

actually got a very ugly photo. will update some other day! :)

sister! rem to put that photo as your contact pic ok? LOL!!

Sister & me :D

Sis, I Love You Muchy Muchy! <3

END!

#28th July . Tuesday ~

Went to Ajunied early in the morning.

being model for Sisters (veron & lynnies).

it's for their exam. :)

after that went to eat lunch with them..

and back home to pack my things.

off i go to malaysia~ :)

One Of their Friend.

Do facial & make up for me! :)

Please Do Cherish People Around You!
once you lost it!
If He/She left this world.
You Regret Also No Use.
He/She may Gone Any Time. AnyWhere.
Just for that ONE MIN or Fews SECs..
hais..
Hoping (tingting) jiejie will be Fine! and .. take good care of her kids..

P.S: I'm so Afraid to heard SomeOne around me Dead.. :'(

Cheers,

Fennies

(BQWY's Wifey)

2009-07-26T09:58:00.000-07:00

UPDATED PHOTOS!

2009-07-26T07:08:00.000-07:00

# 26 July. Sunday~

Bought lunch to Lynnies Sister's house. :)
Went to her house for facial.
and make up. :)
lovelove*
thanks sis!!
see you on the whole coming week! WEEETS~

6pm Whole Family members. (without papa & baby)
went to Pasir Ris fetch korkor.
went back home first. cause i want to bath. F*ing HOT!!
then off to AMK hub (Pepper Lunch) for our dinner.
back-ed home after that! :)

I'm meeting Beeyen Sister tml!
woohoos! :D
and..
This week gonna be a busy week!
:)

blogger got problem..
So..
will update photos soon! :)

i know that i still have GREAT Sisters, Darling, Buddy and Friends around me.
THANKS~

I MISS MY BABY SO MUCH!!

THURSDAY COMING!!! WOOHOOS!!! :D

2009-07-24T09:18:00.001-07:00

FINALLY!!

I received Baby's letter!

I waited till.... OMG!!!

So F*ing long!!!! :x

Buddy receive dickson's letter quite fast.

But me? I have to wait few months!

What The H*ll!!! !@#!@#

Baby says

till now..

you should know who is your friend and who is not.

so if really its your best friend will never do that..

(it's partly from the letter)

and.. of cause his sweet words.. :)

ya! what he say it's true..

I can Only Believe in Him and My Mommy. :)

and.. Darling Amanda is right.. i can tell him everything.

I'm not alone.. cause i still have HIM! :D

P.S: Baby, I Love You So Much! ♥

Cheers,

Fennies

(BQWY's Wifey)

2009-07-24T00:13:00.000-07:00

坏人 - 阿镔

作词：马嵩惟作曲：方炯镔编曲：杨阳

那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程

爱无法均分
以後就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

END~

2009-07-23T20:57:00.000-07:00

Patricia Sister♥

well.. say everything once and for all..

ya! i say your bad things to others..

i know you didnt expect.
but who can i cry to? who can i talk to?

things that i told them. is what you told me.

and.. what we quarrel about..

when they ask me about you!

I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW TO ANSWER!

seriouly i dont know. :(

things that you do. Hurts me deeply~

Just like you say.. we was once so close.

we went thrus lots of things together..

i wasn't that close with my own sister that close before.

i do. i do cherish you! once you will the FIRST one in my heart!

you ask me that before. and.. i told you that! and im wasn't lying!

you always tot wasn't true. i know that..

but i can swear! you will! you mean just important as him!

but times goes by.. i found that you left me!

you rather have those friends.. :)

i always hold on tight of you. didnt let go.

but you choose to let me go... you let go..

we tend to be sensitive towards each other.

I'm sensitive.. till now.. I'm still!

cause i care about you! but.. it's doesn't matter to you anymore..

things that are past. will never be the same i guess?

Thanks for Everything!

and things that i say to them about you!

i have to tell you..

SORRY! VERY SORRY!

P.S: i always treat you not just a friend or a darling.
its my own sister.. :(

everyone knows that.. only you!

you will always be kept deep down inside my heart.

2009-07-23T10:09:00.000-07:00

Bambi~

Xiao Mommy Always Love You So Much!

I won't don't want you! :)

Baby, You Mean EveryThing To Me!
I Miss Baby So Much!!!

and..

11 More Months to go..

hope He's Missing Me Toos~

i know he will. :)

went for a movie with mommy. :)

Watched Harry Potter. :)

backed home after that..

I'm going to write letter to him now.. and off to bed!

Good Nights! :D

Cheers,

Fennies

(BQWY's Wifey)

2009-07-22T05:45:00.000-07:00

I Miss KorKor!

now..
no one help me buy fish food.
feed dog..
no one help me buy food.
buy dou hua at mid of the night! :(

i have to go all the way out just to buy this stupid things ALONE!
hais..

korkor! i miss you lar!!
but..
i miss BABY most! heh :D

I'm getting use to it..
to be alone! :)

2009-07-20T22:09:00.000-07:00

I MISS i miss..

YOU SO MUCH!! ♥
waiting for your return!

Suddenly..
HAO xiang korkor!
not use to it when he's not at home!
i miss his voice! :(
Miss his lame jokes!
korkor, xiao mei hao xiang ni !

see you on Sunday!

love you BRO ♥ ! :D

I'm late. gonna get prepared to meet Darling Amanda! :D
Byes~
and and..
I'm meeting Sister Beeyen later on..
i LOVE LOVE you girls so much! :D ♥

2009-07-20T03:41:00.000-07:00

# 19th July. Sunday~

K-ing with Veron Sis & Lynnies Sis..
@ Amk (big kbox) .. :D
meet net first at Amk for my job hunting!
then .. go LJS mum mum..
while waiting for ron .. we went back to hub to shop for tomato.. -,-
next.. is k-ing! :D
till 1plus midnight..
stay over night at net house.. :D
back-ed home in the morning~ :)

So much fun with you babes!
it's been years since i last met ron!
hope to meet them soon again!
and.. cherlyn! where are you!!
why you didn't come!
=(

P.S : hope to get a job asap! =(
i miss BABY so much! :)

it's not the matter of who i need most! actually you dont know me well! i need most is only HIM! no one else! from the start you know it. love to me.. it's everything! it meant more than my family.. dont even say friends.. LOL! and.. cause of you.. i know.. who are good.. who are acting to be good.. it's just that im running away from it. i dont wanna accept.. I'm just keep closing one eyes. how they and you treated me.. all i can say, the past.. thank you so much! i will rem.. take cares~ everyone that i cherish.. will never be close with me for long! that's my life! from the start.. i told you that.. friends comes and go.. include us!

Cheers,

Fennies
(BQWY's Wifey)
:D

2009-07-14T11:55:00.000-07:00

There are some things you can't turn back or change,
no matter how much you want to.
Thinking back,
what I've done in past sounds ridiculous and unworth.
And `i think the day I'm finally force to grow up,
to leave the past for one final time.

#14 July . Tuesday ~

Amanda Darling pei me go interview at DG.. :) Thanks Darling!

next we went to LJS eat. and walked to Cine for our k-ing.

k-ing for 5 hours. LOL! and backed home around 12.15am.

ME, ME and ME! :D

Our dinner at kbox. :)

Me & Darling .. :D

End! :)

Darling, rem Our free movie on next week eh!

see you soon!

and meet up to repair our phones together eh!

with loves* :) muacks*

P.S: I MISS BABY MOST!! :)

Cheers,

Fennies

(BQWY's Wifey)

2009-07-13T08:33:00.000-07:00

# 13 July . 09

When to GV watch movie with Laogong Ashley! :D

after that went to LJS mum mum. :D

and headed home around 10pm.

thanks laogong! love you much much!

thanks for pei me for the whole night! :)

I LOVE YOU MUCH! :D SMUACKS*

I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY!

Cheers,

Fennies

(BQWY's Wifey)

2009-07-13T00:05:00.000-07:00

JUST FUCKING STOP LOOKING DOWN ON ME!!!

the more you look down on me.

the more i will prove to you how worst is your daughter are!

I'm not those if you say something.

i will prove to you that you're wrong!

i will only make you think that you're right!!

I'm worst of all!

the more you fucking say im useless!

then i will prove you how useless I AM!!!

dont compare me with others!

my friends is my friends!

your friend's daughter is your friend's daughter!

dont put "us" together!

YA!!! all of them earning money right now!

and all this years!

i didn't even give a cent to you!

and im fucking dont wanna find a job!

ya!

you're right!

i don't want to!

and ya! my husband not good in earning money!

it's true!

you always look down on us!

then just let it be!

in the furture!

even if i have to sleep on the street!

i also wont come and BEG you!!!!!!!!

and dont tell me that you gonna stay with us in the furture!

cause you also might need to sleep on the street!

go on stay with your BEST son and daughter!

thanks for born me out and look fucking down on me!!!!!!!!!
i need people to support me right now.
to tell me what to do.
not when I'm down, say something to "step" me!

I'm not childish that wanna post this!

if you think that im childish to post this!

then might as well fuck dont read it!

NO ONE ASK YOU TO!

dont pretend that you concern!

2009-07-12T12:06:00.000-07:00

I NEED A JOB BADLY!!!!
to pass my time..

meet Liting Darling tml~ :D

can you answer me..
when i need you..
where are you?
you wasn't there from the start...
thanks for leaving me alone..
all by myself....
and..
im getting use to it....
the life with no one "there".. :)

only HIM!

what i only ask for now is..
time to pass real fast!!

Cheers,

Fennies

( BQWY's Wifey )

2009-07-10T21:33:00.000-07:00

彤彤
So CUTE! :D

so ke ai eh?

Cheers,

Fennies

(BQWY's Wifey)

2009-07-10T04:08:00.000-07:00

My beloved BABES~

me with Darling

Baby, Sister , Darling

my dearest Sister (Laopo) with her baby. :D

the crazy girls..

cant you see that baby don't want to take photo?

dont force her mah..

HAHAH! :x

Amanda with Baby~

2009-07-09T09:20:00.000-07:00

# 9 July . Thursday~

celebrate Beeyen Sister 20th birthday in advance! :D
meet Amanda Darling around 1 plus.
while waiting for Sister.

me and Darling go buy birthday cake. :)

and Sister reach ler..
we had our lunch at (Northpoint) Hong Kong Cafe.

This Are The Foods ~

And and and ..

Sis with her baby :)

the cute girl! :D look just like her daddy! :)

And..

that Darling is SUPER HUNGRY! :x

me and Darling! ~

Lastly..
I'm in the rush to visit My Baby.
so i went off first.
I Miss Baby So Much!
he is still so sweet to me! :D
"MY SWEET SWEET LOVE !"
times passes! and i know he will be back.
i just need to endure till he come back!
I Got So Much To Tell You. B ~

Backed yishun meet Darling & Sister awhile..

and head back home! :D

Cheers,

Fennies

(BQWY's wifey)

2009-07-06T13:00:00.000-07:00

somehow..

i still feel that grandpa is still with us.

he didn't left us.

whenever i saw the photos that we taken tgt.

i feel that he's just right there!

i don't wanna to accept that he's gone forever.

but.. what can i do?

ever since grandpa gone..

everything .. started to change!

i miss him so much!

everyone of us miss him so much!!!

every new year. i always went to malaysia with mommy.

it's been 19 to 20 years..

the house we always went to..

wasn't the same anymore.

no more grandpa there.

he's gone~ :'(

Baby,

i still miss grandpa so much.. :'(

2009-07-06T04:35:00.000-07:00

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Cheers,

fennies ' BQWY wifey~

2009-07-04T21:10:00.000-07:00

Me & BAOBEI~

yuki & me~

END!! :D

Cheers,

fennies ' BQWY wifey~

2009-07-04T20:56:00.000-07:00

25th - 29th June

in malaysia.. grandfather's songka ~ :'(

i miss him so much!

30th June.

went to visit baby.

after that off to bugis find baobei (chunping).

8pm went back home~

1st June.

Mac dinner with cousin (miko)~

2nd June.

went to work. at FEP. so bored!

but enjoy working with yuki! :D

3rd June.

went to work damn late!

working with yuki again..

p.s: i dont feel like working already!!!

4th June.

working at bugis street today.

alone.. bored si !!!

after today.. i dont wanna work already!

i quit!! :D

fucking hell!!!!

photos to be upload! :)

byes~

p.s : I MISS BABY SO MUCH!!

Cheers,

fennies ' BQWY wifey~

2009-06-30T06:48:00.000-07:00

#30 june 2009

# 25 六月 2009

最后一次和您拍照! :'(

再也没有机会了!!!

外公 , 您走好!! 不用担心我们!

我下辈子还是要做您的孙女!!!!

我们都好想念您!!! :'(
您永远是我们最好的外公!!! :'(

一辈子都是!!!

bye bye了!

:'(

再也看不见外公了!

mama just told me " 没有,没有外公了lo "

我好想念外公!!!! :'(

2009-06-24T01:45:00.002-07:00

#23 June . Tuesday ~

went malaysia again. haha.. now days keep goin there. :x
went there to find cousin rubby. cause mommy wanna dye hair.
and i wanna cut hair!
mmm.. my hair is fucking nerd now.. :(
i dont dare to go out ler lah!! :(
after all this jiu come back singapore ler..
that's all.~

Hais

Fennies ' BQWY wifey

2009-06-22T20:37:00.000-07:00

i went malaysia for 3 days~ :)

#19th June. Friday ~

actually meeting liting darling for interview.
in the end.. didn't meet. SORRY darling! :X
instead when malaysia with 表姐 MIKO .
stay overnight at cousin house. woohoos!
chit chat with 表姐 Rubby till 2.30am then we went to sleep. :)
I MISS HER SO MUCH!! :D

#20th June. Saturday ~

went to 表姐 rubby salon with 表姐 miko.
To dye my hair. hehe! :D
she choose the colour for me! :D thanks sis!
and and.. the outcome. i love it! :D thanks thanks!
i do hair. 表姐 do nails. haha!
after that.. went shopping with 表姐 miko.
Hoilday plaza & city square~
bought a small bag. hehe :)
waiting for mommy & korkor to reach city square~
then went back home to fetch 表姐夫.
off to kulai mum mum..
then headed to bukit batu 外公家 ler. BORED!
oh ya. didn't took photos today.
so no photos!

#21st June . Sunday ~

while waiting for cousins.
prepared myself first.
we will goin 表哥 xiao long there eat lunch.
药材鸭饭 ~ SUPER NICE nor! REALLY!
photos all taken by today ~ enjoy~
and my new hair colour! WOOHOOS! :)

This is My Dearest 表姐 Rubby.

this is Dearest 表姐 miko & haohao . :)

Us & 外公~ :D loveloves*

he's 97 or 98 years old this year!

好想你外公!!

ME , ME & ME ! hahahah :D

saw my new hair colour? heh!

so cute! :D

went back Singapore at night! :D

that's all!

BYE!

I MISS BABY SO MUCH! :)

Cheers,

fennies ' BQWY wifey~

2009-06-22T20:30:00.000-07:00

# 14 June. Sunday ~

OUR 小宝贝~ tongtong! :D

So ke ai hor? LOL! :D

2009-06-18T11:14:00.000-07:00

Friends Come & go ~

I MISS BABY SO MUCH ! 1 year plus to go!

2009-06-17T00:35:00.000-07:00

#17 June .Wednesday~

MALAYSIA TRIP last night. :D alone all the way to city square meet cousin. she come fetch me. :D then eat at SEASON. miko jie's treat! :D heh.. thanks sis! eat alot last night! ( teriyaki chicken pasta, cheese cake, tiramisu, XXL chicken ) alots right? im just so li hai lar! haha! :X then when back cousin's house. chat and drinking with cousins (miko & rubby). outside their house small garden. :) woos! shiok arh! :D went back to room. sleep with rubby cousin. had a little chat before we sleep. so long didn't saw her and chat with her ler! we chatted for almost 2 hours! LOL! and I'm gonna wake up at 5.30am!!! so tired uh!!!

early in the morning took cab back malaysia checkpoint. back Singapore. and went LJS with miko jie for our breakfast. hehe.. jie's treat again! :D and went back home for my piggy nap! :x that's all!

I'm going over to malaysia this SAT again! heh! :D MISS 外公! lovelove* ♥

I MISS BABY SO MUCH! MY SWEETEST LOVE ♥

Cheers,

fennies ' BQWY wifey

2009-06-13T08:13:00.000-07:00

#13 June . Saturday~

Now at Lynnies sister house~ xD Staying at her house tonight.heh.. :D with Cher sister too! but she's not stay over tonight with us. mmm.. few years didn't stay overnight tgt ler uh.. we didn't chat and talk cock tgt so long ler uh! hah. miss secondary school life uh..
Today, Asusual, Sisters waited for me at AMK hub for 3 hours. :x I'm late again.. SORRY! very very SORRY!! then went shop awhile. bought a Birthday present for pat. next off to sis house ler.

4 days didn't write letter to baby ler. I MISS HIM SO MUCH!
become more and more lazy ler lor.. :x but.. i still hao xiang ta! every single day!!!
i promise will write everything to you on tml. SORRY! I LOVE YOU REAL MUCH!

Cheers,

fennies BQWY ' wifey

2009-06-12T23:24:00.000-07:00

#12 June . Friday

Meeting my girls at Bugis today. ( Darling & YiJing ) :D i reached first. surprise right? but.. they waited for me 2 hours plus to 3 hours at home. :x Oops! sorry babes! :X mmm.. while waiting for them. went to bugis street look for baobei , QinYu & Xueyi. then after darlings reached. we went to shop for their friend's birthday present. next when to BK eat. and then off to woodland look for their friend (terence). went to his house celebrate Yijing's 18th birthday in advance. :) slack there from 11plus pm to 4plus am. then went back to DaJie's house. :D Jie so good! she waited for me till 4am plus. :x Sorry sis. let you waited so long.. and she even let me sleep in one room alone. the feeling just like my own room. haha. and packed everything nicely for me to sleep. :D
love you sis!♥ thank you! xD

Some photos .. Enjoy~

DARLING♥

The Birthday Girl " Ong Yi Jing "

Terence bought this Cake for YiJing. :D

Saw her CUTE FACE ! HAH!! :D

END!! :D

Cheers,

Fennies ' BQWY wifey

2009-06-10T09:41:00.000-07:00

Finally,

i have been waited for weeks ler..

tml can see BABY ler!

cant wait for tml's visit! :D

I MISS HIM so much! ♥

tml tml tml tml tml tml tml! :D

BABY, Here i comes ~ :D

I LOVE YOU ♥

2009-06-10T09:18:00.000-07:00

# 10 June . Wednesday

Meeting Darling (Liting) today! :D heh..

went to FarEast today. :D for Our job hunting.

after that Darling pei me go Bugis find Baobei.

to pass her back her cardigen. :) Thanks Darling! :D

then Darling pei me wait till 10pm when Baobei off work.

and then headed back home! :D

Thanks eh Darling! :D you're the best! heh..

see you on Sunday! and YiJing too! :D

don't forget to meet me arh!!! :)

LOVELOVE ♥

Some Photos taken with Darling! :D

went home with baobei! :D

END! tired! :(

# 9 June . Tuesday~

first of all.. HAPPY 18th Birthday to valerie! :D
nothing much about today. sleep for the whole fucking day. without wake up! :D hah! power eh!? haha.. :D BYE~

Cheers,

fennies ' BQWY wifey

2009-06-08T01:28:00.000-07:00

# 7 June . Sunday~

Went Malaysia with lynnies Sister. :D play had fun for the whole day! :)

i LOVE & i MISS her so much ♥ ! :D

some photos~ enjoy! :D

We went K-ing at malaysia ~ :)

She says I'm irritating uh! :( keep taking photo.. SAD lah!

play & Shop for 9 hours++.. and backed singapore! :D

see you real soon SIS! i miss you! :D lovelove* ♥

Cheers,

fennies ' BQWY wifey

2009-06-05T10:50:00.000-07:00

从开始到现在
一直到今天,
我才知道,你为我做的东西是那么多!
我一直以为我付出很多很多..
还以为你对我一点都没付出过..
到今天, 有人告诉我..
很多我不想听到的事情..
为什么你为了我,忍受那么多, 都不告诉我?
这样的一直保护我..
我值得你为我做那么多吗B?
一直以为我自己很好.. 原来 I'm not a good GF at all .. ='(

you told me..
" No matter how my family treats you.
you still will treat them good.
cause if you're not around at least they will treat me good.
at least there's someone there for me. I'm not all alone after all. "
Guess there's no one will ever treat me so good just like you do anymore!

No one will ever love me as much as you do..

宝贝♥, 我好想你!! ='(

when will you be back? i miss you badly! ♥

='(
fennies ' BQWY wifey

2009-06-05T05:09:00.001-07:00

#5 June. Friday~

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MARISSA!! :D

see you on monday eh! :D LOVE♥

Cheers,
fennies ' BQWY wifey

2009-06-04T12:32:00.000-07:00

#4th June. Thursday ~

By right. i should book today appointment to visit baby. but i didn't! cause this month is just damn fucking hard to pass lar! whole day didn't sleep from ytd till today 2pm then went to bed. ARGH! i dont feel sleepy. but my eyes hurts by not resting! ARGH!! .. and i only sleep for 5 hours! Argh.. what's the fuck I'm doing! and didn't even eat also. i DON'T feel hungry at all by not eating for the whole fucking 2 days!! HUANG MEIFEN! WHAT ARE YOU STRESSING ABOUT?!?! >.<

Night time went to 156 for DRINKING. heh! with ah ma of cause. :) at first. i don't really wanna go.. deal to some problems. but, i HAVE to go! it's a respect for elderly.. ppl already open mouth ask you go. can you say you don't want? somemore is your loves one's family. and drink till now. 3am going to 4am. ah ma was so mad at me! cause just downstair only. yet! i can let her wait for me there, for 1hr 30min. :X she's so mad! keep nagging at me for the whole night. Oops! :x ( OK. i promise you guys. i try to change away this bad habit ok? I'll try very hard! Sorry!! :x ) mmm.. ah ma told me alots of things.. and i understand it.. seriouly! .. but .. you want me do it just the way you want. i only can say .. i need time.. habit is something that everyone hard to change der! Guys, endure with my lateness for few more times. alright? i promise i will change!

when i send ah ma home. she gives me 2 BIG hugs and says.. 现在, 我真的很喜欢你!! and she hope that i will change.. if i dont change. jialat liaos lor. :x LOL! 不然,我不知道怎么死!!! >,<

oh ya.. one last thing!

MARISSA BABE ~
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY !! :D LOVE♥

My Malaysia Shopping Coming Soon!
WooHoos!
just cant wait eh!!!
Must cam-whoring eh net!! :D
see you! LOVE♥

Cheers,
fennies ' BQWY wifey

2009-06-03T04:39:00.000-07:00

# 3 June . Wednesday ~

Didn't really sleep well today. i cant say last night.. cause i'm blogging all the way till morning 9 +.. then finish everything awhile later? around 11am went to bed bah. :x blog so long right? my com sucks lar! fcuking slow!! it's gonna drive me CRAZY uh!! ARGH!! >,< only sleep for 4 hours+ today. i wake up at 3++pm.. i dont feel tired. dont feel sleepy. only feeling moody! :x

read someone's blog just now.. i found out that even when she's off, she also wont think of me.. or even thinking of meeting me? she was once the closest to me. that's hurts to me? =) hah.. then what's the point of msging me and says you miss me? and even care about why i always no reply your msg.. isn't it doesn't matters to you ler? even if i didn't reply you. i think you just don't seems to bother also.. anyway, thinks she's really living happily without me ler.. things wasn't the same again.. never ever be the same again yea ~ :D
maybe even if you did ask me out.. but is with someone that i hate. and all couples then what's the point of asking me out? don't you know that I'M DAMN HURTS TO SEE COUPLES TGT!!! that's makes me think of HIM so much! forget it.. the feeling you will never know..
i told myself many times.. times and times over and over again!! stop being like a fool! but.. I'm just keep on acting like one.
find myseif 像个傻瓜, 笨蛋!! 真的好笨!!! 傻到无药可救!!!! sweet memories stays, isn't it a happy things? yet i feel so hurts!!! >,<

Well.. Didn't talk to Dad for almost a week? didnt even call him even when he's back home. just treating him transparent. saw His fucking face jiu sians! you wait lor.. see i will call you or not! i SWEAR i wont! i hate you!! so much so much.. >.< !!

I'm ROTTING AT HOME!! :x SO BORED LAR!!! 我好想宝贝了啦!!
i miss you badly seriously.. :'(

Cheers,
fennies ' BQWY wifey

2009-06-02T09:24:00.000-07:00

#2 June. Tuesday~

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY DARLING AMANDA!! :D

darling, hope you enjoy your day eh! :D love you*

Went down bugis today with marissa.. Celebrating Amanda Darling's birthday with her and co. while waiting for her. went to bugis street to look for QinYu, MinMin, ChunPing (baobei) & PeiNa.. hah.. I'm too late ler. SuatYee off work ler. So Sad! mmm.. so long didnt saw QinYu ler.. I MISS HER so much lar!! i know she miss me too. just that everytime dont want to admit.. HAHA! :x she said: (" after i left. she and SuatYee dont even wanna talk to the new girl there.") LOL! ("因为,我们好不容易建立起的友情.. 我却那么快的离开那里.. 好像好遥远..") mmm.. i feel that too.. and she says that i 影响到她们.. SEE!! now then you know my 重要性 leis! hah! :D chat with her awhile.. went search for darling present. :) and.. we bought a grey cardigen for darling. (hope she likes it eh!) then we went to don't know which restaurant at bugis junction 2nd floor there to meet darling and eating there.. :)

let's enjoy the photos we had taken today! Hundreds of them! from 12am upload till 5am ++. FINALLY done everything! I'm gonna gone CRAZY ler!!! ARGH!! >,<

All this photos is taken from darling amanda phone ~
heh.. :D

After a few years... this is the first photo i taken with darling! :D

Darling, why you took this photo when im 发呆 ?? >.< "

next.. photos is taken from Cindy camera ~ :D

WOW! darling.. you finish it all by your own ar?! AHAHA! :X

I'm wondering why His photos so many!

darling says "cause he's the only guy here.. LOL!

主角 of the day.."

The Camera BOY of the day! :) (below photo)

Failed in taking photo eh! :x hah!!!

All Of Us .. =)

Cindy & me

Ke lian.. :x kena BULLY!

all this photos taken from Qiqi. :D

what are they doing? LOL!

This more worst! kena bully by two of them. hah!

Me & Qiqi . :D

all this photos is taken from marissa camera! :D

Me & Marissa

The 7 of us shared THIS HUGE Mike Tea .. :D

it's Bigger than her face.. :X

this photo so stupid uh! :x

Marissa!! how can you take photo when im talking..

see! i look so STUPID uh!!!

The 3 of us.. :D (Fennies, Amanda, Marissa)

OH MY! this look even more stupid uh... >.<"

Are we crazy? LOL :X

Hah! Finally, i finish the full journal of darling's birthday! TIRED!!

i wanna go write letter to Baby now! I MISS HUBBY SO MUCH! :D BYE!! heh..

Cheers,

fennies ' BQWY wifey

2009-06-01T07:44:00.000-07:00

#1st June . Monday! :D
A new month A new look? heh.. :)

first of all.. HAPPY 2 YEARS 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY! :D
I'm really so happy to have you, go thrus ups and downs with me. endure how my family treats you.. endure my bad attitude. all i wanna say is THANKS and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! :D last but know least. I MISS YOU SO MUCH! see you on 11th June. :D 我好想你宝贝!

i wake up around 6 in the evening today? hah.. argh.. getting more and more lazy uh! bath and went cut hair with 二哥 .. :D update photo soon eh.. :) i think i look nerd! LOL! my hair getting shorter and shorter. been months since i last cut hair. yet! cut till so short now! argh!! forget it. lynnies say der.. hair will grow long der.. heh! :)

lastly.. mmm.. I MISS MY DARLING (liting) & SISTER (lynnies, pat, veron) lar !!

and Yijing toos! (i never forget you eh..) :D

and of cause my BUDDY (kelly).. hope she's not angry ler.. :(

Cheers,

fennies ' BQWY wifey

2009-05-31T02:52:00.000-07:00

#31 . May . Sunday~

just done with my blogskin. all THANKS to YueShi again! haha.. everything she help me do again.. heh.. cause i dont know how to. thanks lot babe! :D I'm busy editing my photos.. :D just a photo like this. i spend so much time! imagine how long i didn't do computer stuff ler.. hah..

chatting with Veron sis now..

I MISS YOU SO MUCH SIS!
so long didn't meet her ler.. it's been YEARS lor sis.. you know you know??
haha.. meet me soon eh! miss you! love love* :D

blog again..
tong tong wake up ler.. I'm gonna go zou "bao mu" ler..
BYES~

cheers,

fennies ' BQ wifey

2009-05-30T13:05:00.000-07:00

#30. May. Saturday~

stay at home whole day~

doing house work. vacuum floor, moop floor, change fish water, wash kitchen floor and bath for bambi... so TIRED lar!! very long didn't do all this ler.. :x
chatting with sister (lynnies) now..

she's said she meeting me on coming Saturday.. hah! i miss her so much! since when we last meet up? must be damn long ler uh! hah! :D

To Lynnies sister:
thanks uh sis. i know what i should do now.. thanks for being there for me! :D
i feel much much better ler! thanks! :) whenever i told you about my stuff. you always will give me advice. from last time till now. you're still the one who know me best uh! :D thanks sis! see you real real soon! coming Saturday! :D Love you! SMUACKS*

Tag replied -->
Liting: darling, you still have me. I will be your listening ear. (: I will text you when I topup my card. cheer up babe! I always be there for you my dear, (:
To Liting Darling:
darling,, thanks so much! i know you are here for me! :D and i HAVE you always right? hehe.. love you much darling!! you're the best nor! :D i'll be fine der. no worry ok? heh.. ok.. top up ler rem text me ohs! waiting for your msg uh! :D and im waiting for you to meet me! ;) LOVE YOU MUCH! SMUACKS**

# 29 . May. Friday~

nothing much to say about today....
P.S: I don't wanna to be like a DOG anymore!
being a dog is so xinku.. Bambi Boy, i promise i'll dotes you, just like 5 years ago.. ;)
Hahahas! :D

cheers,
fennies ' BQ wifey

2009-05-30T02:43:00.001-07:00

I DIDN'T TREAT YOU LIKE A FOOL!!!

i didn't treat you like a fool. i SWEAR!! if you wanna thinks that. then fine. never mind. i got nothing to said. is you say der. real friends wont mind their bad points. well. you mind! ya! you dont own me. and you dont have to wait for me. even when you're at home. im not you! that can go out every night as you want! i have to fu chu. then i can go out at night. if i tell you earlier. it's also same. you still will get angry. i didn't say, and never think that you keep quiet means you dont mind. i know you're angry! but what can i do? you think im you meh? go out as you wish. if i treat you like a fool. i might as well let you wait long long. then suddenly tell you i dont wanna go ler. i always do that to my friends last time! but did i do that to you mah? no matter what. i still go. is go amk leis. not yishun leis. you know how hard for me to go out. you dont know! cause you're not me! you said before dont mind whether got me this friend or not. you got your sister. then never mind.. if you want might as well treat it as you never know me..

is you are the one who wanna listen to real thing. and i tell you. yet you wanna get angry. mistook what i mean. you want me explain. but did you listen? i say what. you talk back. you dont even give me the chances to tell you. then why you still ask me? is you say der. true friends will only say real things.. i say ler. is you cannot accept. who treat you good. who are not. you ownself know lah. you always show me attitude. i know that's you. i also didn't like what. i also didn say anything. i ren.. doesn't mean i dont mind too! i ren cause you're my best friend!!! iya.. whatever lah.. no matter what im still that fucked up to you! from today onwards. you wanna meet me or not. is up to you.. sometimes i just feel like im a dog to you...

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even my own dad i cannot trust. who can i trust? ah ma said. only family can be trusted! it's all lies! who's dad will throw his own daughter some where so far? and leave without calling her. when i called. he even ask me go back my own. when i dont even know how to.. and he really comes home. and leave me there!! who's dad will do that?! if it's jiejie. will you throw her some where far and ask her go back her own? you wont!! if it's not buddy. i wont be back home so fast. and HE said 19 to 20 years old ler. still ( shen shou yao qian).. YA! im like that der! i love to do that! only your elder daughter, your precious son wont! me? im always like a piece of shit to ni men! might as well dont born me out! said what, i gt money always take cab take cab. is buddy pay for me der leis! if not! will i be at home NOW?! you only rem korkor and jiejie got give mommy money. i DONT HAVE !!! once also dont have.. im the most selfish one! ya! I AM! happy?!?! dont know why you will born out someone like me! so selfish! when you dont have money still lend you. and no return! i never ask for it also! you in hospital twice. everyday i also go. everyday leis. your son, your daughter? did they? first is only me, ah boy and mommy. second time. i heard that. im the first one faster rush down. and pei you wait for 8 hours. for fuck? i dont know why i do all this fucked-up things! no matter how hard i try to please ni men!

YOU ALL JUST THINK THAT IM JUST SO FUCKED-UP!!!! ALL OF YOU!!!

then just let it be.. might as well LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-28T04:45:00.000-07:00

STAY OVER NIGHT AT DARLING HOUSE! :D

#27. May. Wednesday~

meeting Darling go woodland CWP. pass our photo for that job. haha. Asusual Darling reach first again. but.. this time i didn't let her wait very long eh.. :x but.. same lar. she still gonna wait for me. cause im slow pork. hah! sorry darling! ;) after that we went LJS eat. I'm Hungry? heh.. later on.. go back "namdai" with darling. =) it's at jurong west. first went to YiJing house. she's very funny uh! keep on entertain her own and Darling. LOL! i told Darling.. ( darling, ni de ren sheng dao lu shan. bu hui ji mo de.. cause you got Yijing to entertain you) LOL! she's agreed with it too! haha! then slack with them.. and stay over night at Darling's house.. :D and that ke ai de darling.. me & YiJing bath hao. dao darling's turns. while waiting for her. the both of us chatting inside her room. my ke ai de darling ownself go use COM after she bath hao!! hah.. so bad lah. left us inside the room!!

till the next day #28. May. Thursday~ . bath everything at darling house. and took train with darling. as she wanna go meet BF. and i headed back home! :D

Darling & me saw a very cute dog today.. i tell darling..

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me: Darling, you see.. so cute leis the dog..
Darling: ya lor. very cute..
me: why it keep on "yao tou" der?
Darling: haha.. skali it eat "yao tou wan"..

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LAUGH!! LOL LOL LOL!!
the dog really keep on yao tou leis. so ke ai lor. somemore darling so funny! :D
all the way.. we keep on thinking about that dog.. cause we mention it again and again,
lo so huh.. hah! :D

Darling:
darling, why ni men call as namdai? means? haha.. :D oh ya.. thanks nerh.. had fun with you girls. especially with you! :D meet you soon! i love you Darling! :D see you real soon! heh!

and buddy.. say meeting me.. call me again later.. no CALLS!!

-,-

Buddy:

wo de BUDDY! when are you meeting me?!

I MISS BABY SO MUCH !! =(

i receive his letter ler. guess what?! I RECEIVE 3 OF HIS LETTER!
wooohoooos! :D
so HAPPY!
goin meet ah ma ler. blog again. BYES! ;)

cheers,

fennies ' His Wifey

2009-05-26T06:44:00.000-07:00

UPDATED -
#24 May. Sunday

went K-ing with buddy.. actually wanted to go pub drinking. in the end.. we went to Amk Hub. (Scarlets) for k-ing. LOL. actually meeting buddy around 9pm. but I'm late for 1 hour. so meet her around 10pm. LOL! the room so big uh! just the two of us. hah! awhile later. buddy's friend came. mmm.. i forget his name ler. :x my memories was ( buddy keep telling me. kwang's friend).. So.. i don't rem his name. :x then I'm the only one keep on singing. where's my buddy? she keep on drinking and drinking none stop. we order 2 jug of Tiger beer. and 5 bottle of Heineken. So Much right? hah.. It's ok. buddy can finish it all by her own. LOL! most of it is buddy drink. i didn't drink that much.. i SWEAR! i still rem not even half of it.. after k-ing. till 1.45am. walk around Central.. i still rem.. that buddy! she wants to go park walk walk. OH MY! the staircase.. ARGH! so long way up.. thanks uh buddy! what a nice walk! -,- did enjoy the whole night. but.. not the walk!!

# 25 May . Monday

slack under buddy's blk all the way till 6am plus. waited for bus. actually i wanted to call Dad come drive me home. but.. something happen. early in the morning without having my beauty sleep. all the way took train down to TTSH (hospital). check whether how's my dad.. FUCK that uncle & and his whole fucking family! NBCB! we already report you & your son! you just wait and go in SIT! enjoy your life inside! NBCCB!! Fuck you man!
Dad said: if ah boy(my BF) here how good.
LOL.. i know what he's thinking about. but.. please NO ok!
then inside hospital acc dad till 4pm then we can leave. so long! i haven go home yet! i miss my bed! and then went to amk police station made report. next went HOME! having my mask-ing and beauty sleep..

some pics taken on #24 May

this is all the drinking & food we had.. ;)

Cheers,

fennies ' His wifey

2009-05-25T10:02:00.000-07:00

Mmm.. Will Update Soon?
Might be! I'm Lazy uh! :D

I miss Hubby much much eh! (:

hope everythings gonna be fine!

time passes yea? :D

Waiting ~

I LOVE YOU B !!
♥

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Cheers,

fennies ' His Wifey

2009-05-23T11:37:00.000-07:00

#23 May . Saturday ~

i woke up damn late today. hah! meeting Darling (LiTing) at CWP. actually is meeting her around 4pm. in the end i delay till 6pm ++ . I'm Sorry darling! I'm very late. she waited for me alone for 1 hours ++ at woodland control station.. Oops ~ :X but.. she didn't scold me. hah! then after that went cwp walk walk for job hunting. LOLS! and .. slack around cwp. actually going to pub tonight. but.. suddenly darling's friends don't want to go ler. and buddy meeting her friend later on. so.. cancel! slack with darling till 10pm ++ .. and headed back home ~
I FEEL LIKE DRINKING TODAY!! hais..

Darling:
meet you again on monday! :D love you*

some pics

(LiTing) My dearest Darling ~

back home!! -,-

I Miss Baby.. hais. i WANT to listen to his voice!! i WANT to see him!! ='(

i miss him So Badly..

Opened letter box again.. well, None of a letter is from him der. hais..

gonna be 4 months i didn't receive his letter ler. which means i didn't receive 6 letters.

when will i be receiving your letter baby? i miss you.. =(

Bi, I LOVE YOU REAL MUCH ♥!

Cheers,

fennies

2009-05-21T23:52:00.000-07:00

2nd post of the day. :D

went Amk Hub to meet buddy. :D long long time no see buddy uh. pass her the leopard mirror. she say it's nice. hah! so scare that she don't like uh.. then went movie with buddy. "The Uninvited" LOLS. to me the show. ok lor. or i can just say it's lame! hah. after the show. buddy don't really understand the ending till i explain it to her. hah! walked around Amk Central. then went up to buddy's house. this is the first time i went to her house eh! hahs! her gu jie pass me some masks & some skin care sample.. thanks so much uh! as my face now.. argh!! i feel like dying! buddy's gu jie told me. my condition wasn't jialat as buddy past condition. but.. to me! it's so worst! but. lucky i know buddy uh! hope my face getting better!

slack awhile at her house. then went downstair slack. buddy said she wants to drink. so we went 7 eleven. i bought 1 bottle long island? the taste was like so weird! and buddy bought 2 bottles of E thirty-three. and went back under blk. then buddy suddenly says wanna watch movie with her friend. oh my! it's already 10.20pm ler leis. we chiong to buy "Night To The Museum 2" der tickets. LOLS.. & after that.. slack awhile with buddy. then she pei me wait for bus ler. haha. but waited for awhile. she's late for the show ler. & i ask her to go first..

then after i reach yishun. went to 156 meet ah ma for drink-ing. we chatted alots. and this is the first time i feel so close to ah ma. ;D we chat till around 1.30am. & then went home! so tired! bath everything and i went to bed! :D

buddy:
i will rem what you told me. thanks for being there when i need someone. ;) thanks for telling me what to do. thanks so much for taking care of me when kopi not around. i know im mafan! hah! i love you much! <3>

here some pics..

Who Is She TALKING To?!

ME & BUDDY

cheers,

fennies

2009-05-21T01:21:00.000-07:00

MY VOICE IS BACK!

Actually should wake up at 10am today. but i keep on sleep back. rot in bed till 10.45 then i force myself to wake up. so tired. i sleep @ 5am. yawns!
went baby house after i prepared. as usual. waited for yongpeng shushu to get ready. mmm.. it's baby shushu. but i used to call him shushu too. ;) and we went off. first, drive jerel to school. and then me & shushu headed to geylang ave 1? their ("zai dui"). to fetch yeye. and mum mum too. im hungry ! since ytd till today not yet eaten anything. i ate fishball noodles and 1 green tea for my first meal of the day. yongpeng shushu's treat! and he order for me. thank you! :D then next we headed to CPC visit baby and baby's dad. just for that 30min. hais. it's so short.

yup. i didn't get much chances to talk to him. but i did talked to him. ;) cause of he's wonderful DAD! ;) he keep ask baby to talk to me. haha! :D but i so paiseh. yeye and shushu is there.
i always hope that whenever i go visit him, he will say he love me. and everytime he did! :D he always know what i want. ;) and i can feel that he still love me much much. ;D i miss him. miss him real much!
i lied to them and baby. say that im still working. well, i don't know how to tell them that im not working anymore. hais. it's so hard to say. i'll tell baby on next visit i think. or before that he might receive my letter already.. i'm sorry baby. i lied to you! ;(

end here barh. gonna go out meet buddy ler. im late! bye!

cheers,

fennies

2009-05-20T09:13:00.000-07:00

# 20 may. Wednesday~
='(

I'm watching this show ("CATCH ME NOW") for the whole day. it's nice. but the ending sucks! it's a sad ending. well, i don't like sad ending. hais.. i tot after finish this show i will feel better. but it wasn't! argh! wondering what happen to me. im just slacking at home for the whole past few days. without stepping out of my house! i even don't have the mood to write letter to baby. no life!! everyday was like sleep, wake up then watch tv. if not use com till midnight, went to bed. can don't even eat today. i don't feel hungry for the whole day. hais. not in the mood to do anything. i just feel like not doing anything!! don't know what's wrong with me! i just feel so down! I WANTED TO CRY SO MUCH!!!!

i really miss baby so much. time passes so slow.. i know. no point keep on thinking. i still got a long way to go.. a very long 1 year plus..... ;'(
tml can go visit him ler. i know i can see him ler. im happy. but "seeing him thrus the tv?" i can't feel that he's around. i know it's better than nothing. but.. wo hao xiang ta! zhen de hen xiang ta!
apart from someone that you love most in your life. you know how's it feels? :'(
i didn't receive his letters for months ler. is not just 1 or 2 month. is more than that. even if it's 1 month. it's kills me! im with him for 1 year 6 month. and we gonna apart for 1 year 8months.
that 20min or 30min to me is never enough. i got so much to tell him. and.. i know that. tml i won't have chances to talk to him. i can only look at him quietly. i have to wait for another 2 weeks.. bi, without you with me. im not alright at all !!!!!

no one know how it's feel..

BABY, i miss you so badly.. you feel it? i didn't dream of you now adays. wo hao xiang ni ! ='(

suddenly, i miss those working days!
miss those laughter, fun, crazyness, chit chatting with my girls..
(" Qinyu, Suatyee, Huishan, Stella, Yueshi & Florence ")
wonder when will we be meeting again?
i miss all of you! <3

;'(

fennies

2009-05-18T23:41:00.000-07:00

# 19 may . Tuesday ~

ytd night, meet grace sweetheart. but.. my leg! argh.. so she come my house find me. hahs! then chat alots of things. we chat till the next day morning. imagine how long we chatted. hahs! it's been few years we didn't meet ler. haahs. we still got so much things to say.. :D

AND..
im meeting buddy on thursday after i visit baby! woohoos!! :D
i miss her!! so much things to tell her.. hehs. ;)
some more i still own her a super belated birthday treat. :x
sorry nerh buddy. ;x
i know. it's late for 2 months plus ler. but.. better than don't have marh.
better than just say say marh. hehe ;)
paiseh paiseh .. :X

cheers,

fennies

2009-05-18T01:09:00.000-07:00

BORED!!

#18 Monday

so bored at home! my leg injured! no where i can go.. hais.. hope i'll recover before thursday. hais. if not. i die die also want go visit him.. =( every month, everyday. im just waiting for this day. just to see him for that either 20min or 30min. 我真的好想念他!! ;'(

im sad over what you say to me!
我好想BABY! Only he will never say that to me! Only he knows how i feel. i really wish he's with me!!! hais. ;'(

THIS WORLD WILL NEVER BE FAIR!

cheer,

fennies

2009-05-17T07:24:00.000-07:00

MY NEW BLOGSKIN IS DONE!
thanks to YUESHI nerh! i love it! spending her time to help me create blogskins nerh! haahs! thank you so much babe! :D so sweet of her. do blogskin for me. even copy everything nicely for me! and even find and put songs for me.. thanks ya!! ;) mafan ni ler nerh!

HUISHAN:
Thanks babe.. you're just so sweet can! post me in your blog. well, it's really nice working with you seriously.. we share our stories together. and you listened to my grand old mother story whenever we work together. and listen to all my complains. Hahs! thanks uhs! :D anyway even if im not opposite you. we still can meet up ya! free msg me alright? :D we'll meet soon! i believe! ;) take great care of yourself ohs! must rem to update your blog often nerh. cause i want read nerh! :D misses* love you! smuacks*

argh!
my com just fucking lag! i don't know what happened to it! ARGH!! oh ya. just now xueyi call me. she ask me i sold her dress arh.. oh my! i really did! i forget that she want!
0ops. im really sorry! i really forgot the dress you want. and i go and sell it! so sorry xueyi! :X i totally forget it. SORRY! and thanks ya nerh. help me ask for job! thank you so much! miss the joy and fun working with you and Qingyu!!! will find one day go bugis find both of you der! im really sorry! think joanne will put the new stock back der.. don't worry alright? cause i did tell her that the stocks sold out ler..

and..
thanks to those who concern bout me!
especially ( Kelly buddy, Yueshi, Huishan, Stella, Florence, Xueyi, Ashley laogong ) well.. Qingyu too. even if you didn't ask. i know xueyi will tell you der lar! haha. and pat sis too! thanks for that short concern. but it's also a concern to me. anyway thank you babes! LOVES*

mmm...
i suddenly miss my 3 sisters! rem we last time name our own name as?
our name is named by veron.
lynette (lynnies)
veronica (ronnies)
cherlyn (cherries)
meifen (fennies)
i miss you girls. when can we meet up again? we always wont meet up together.
always either 2 of us. or 3. when will be 4 of us all together? misses you girls so much!

lastly..
It's to BABY. it's been 7 month ++ without you ler. 2 years ++ relationship, everyday and night you will with me. sleeping just right beside me. but now. it's already 7 months ler. i know it's still long. i still have 1 year 1 month gonna wait for you. i really miss you badly.. when im with you, no matter is when im down or what. got you sayang me. everything seems not important, and i don't even have to bother, worry anything anymore. how i wish you will still here with me.. ;( i didn't receive your letter for months ler.. i miss you.. real much! ;'(

Cheers,

Fennies

2009-05-17T01:26:00.000-07:00

Im So Disappointed In You!
seriously, what's true friend?
sometimes im thinking do i need one?
mmm.. think it's not the matters i need or not.
or even if it's i want or don't want.
it's the matters of im afraid to have one i guess.
i said before. i love to chase all my friends away from me.
even if it's the close ones.. ahaa.
well... it's true..
most of them left! heh =)

only left buddy. i guess..
she didn't leave me. from the start when BABY not with me.
till now..
even if we wasn't that close as sister.
it's doesn't matters..
cause she always listen to my problems.
no matter is sad, happy, sweet or angry.
she will lend me a pair of ears..
thanks uh buddy!

i once tot that pat was the one..
well.. ppl do change.. ;)
even if we close till just like true sisters.
so? everything changed..
i knew that, we will never be like before..
we have our own friends now..
and diff world...
but.. memories stays ~
just hope that she's happy without me. ;)

now.. i tot i can treat that "SOMEONE" as true friend.
in the end?
well, things are over.
no point saying it anyway..
i only can say IM DAMN FUCKING WRONG TO TRUST YOU!
that's all i wanna tell you!
all this things happened..
i'll rem what you did to me.
thanks uh!!!
and.. things already done. cant be undone!
don't treat me good! cause i won't treat you nice anymore!!
And i finally know what is
LEAPORD WILL NEVER CHANGE IT SPOT!!!

2009-05-17T00:00:00.000-07:00

#17 may - Sunday

well..
i QUIT my job again.
haas! think that's not a surprise to all of you!
hahaha!
lots of reason why i quit.
well.. only my true friends know why..
so.. i quit i quit i quit!

i really don't know how to answer to baby.
but thinks he will understand me.
he's the only one understand me most!
job hunting again! woohoos! ;)

oh ya. Buddy, i promised you.
when i take my pay for the next month.
im gonna give you a big TREAT!
rem? ahaa! :D
I WANT MEET YOU BUDDY!

seriously,
im enjoying working with you girls
( Qing Yu, Xue Yi, Stella, Hui Shan, Yue Shi, Bao Yu & Xuan Ning )
meet you girls soon alright!
keep in contact ok! :D

#16 may - Saturday

today is my last day!
woohoos! :D
make it the end of everything between the misunderstanding!
well.. it's all over!
i know your true colours already!
i seen everything clearly by my own eyes!
thanks for letting me know you are this kind of person!
HAHA!
never trust someone so much! i have learn this!
thanks for giving me a very good lesson in my life!
a lesson that makes me grow up!
i'll rem always! thanks uh!

2009-05-16T23:30:00.000-07:00

#15 may- Friday

nothing much to post!
im not in the mood anyway!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!

#14 may - Thursday

work work work..
hais.
so many things happen!
i dont feel like working anymore!
can anyone tell me what to do?!
just anyone! please!!!!

#12 may - Tuesday

not yet recover..
but i still went to work.
Qing yu keep laughing at my voice!
whenever i speak.
ARGH!!
so bad lar you!
my voice is MAN ok!
you want also don't have der ok! ;(

END!

2009-05-09T10:02:00.000-07:00

DARLING,
I MISS YOU SO MUCH! ;(

我真的好想你!!!

挂念是最遥远的那盏灯 ..

2009-05-09T09:34:00.000-07:00

# 9 MAY . Saturday..

firstly, congrates to laopo beeyen's baby full month.
laopo po, sorry ya!
im not feeling well. so i didn't go.
meet you soon alright? SORRY!

secondly, told lady boss that im not going to work tml.
will get a mc for her..
so sick.. hais.. ;(
wo hao xiang baby ohs!

lastly, went celebrate mother's day with family!
dinner at orchard shopping centre (sakura).
the foods there sucks! eeks!! all food are cold der!
even fried things are cold! imagine how er xin it is?!
and it's so fucking EX! ARGH!
and before i go off.
they said " thank you, come again "
i told them.
"you're welcome. i swear i'll never come here again!"

here some pics~

DA JIE, JIE FU & TONG

mommy & tong!

do we look alike? lols..

I LOVE MY MOMMY!!

MOMMY & ER GE ~

back homed!

let our sweety end this post with her sweetest smile!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOMMY!

AND HAPPY MOTHER's DAY TO AH MA TOOS! :D

祝你们永远那么美丽!!

doctor tml morning!

have to rest early!

BYE~

2009-05-09T00:13:00.000-07:00

I READ KOR's blog today.

im touch when im reading his blog.
if mommy knows it. think she will cry barh.
haas!
now i finally know why mommy always so teng korkor.
it's true that the 3 of us, he's the most guai one.
but.. now i admit! mommy zui teng der shi WO!
haahs! :D

btw,,
kor said " U HAD BEEN A GREATEST MUM,
even if ur not the world's best..
But at least U R the BEST MUM to me..
Really Thanks for taking kare of us for so long.. "

mommy told me before.
parents is only for the half life.
brother and sisters is for the whole life.
we should cherish!
i always tot that how come i got this kind of fucked-up family!
but.. i didn't even notice that how xing fu i am to have them!
now i know how xing fu it is to have a family like this.
seriously, mommy really is the greatest mom ever!
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOMMY!
WE ALWAYS LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

I LOVE MY FAMILY SO MUCH!
MOMMY, PAPA, DA JIE, ER GE.
thanks for all this 20 years der ren, ran & teng wo!
and have being trying your best to give me whatever i want!
every single of you.
thanks for everything!
我爱你们!
of cause and 宝贝老公!
you always give me whatever i want!
thanks. and i love you most!
SMUACKS*

2009-05-08T22:11:00.000-07:00

#8 MAY . FRIDAY!

HAPPY 2 YEARS OLD BIRTHDAY SWEETY! (彤彤)

well.. im damn sick..
having slight fever, flu, cough & sore throat!
im not having SWINE FLU!
*touch wood*..
my body just cant take it the whether change..
and .. i still went to work.
i tot i will be alright.
but.. im not!
no voice to speak. argh!
boss said " wah. you serve customer till no voice arh? "
im damn shag today. ;(
i miss you baby!
i don't dare to tell you that im sick.
i don't want you worried. sorry for not letting you know.

my family so sweet.
papa keep calling me while im working to check whether im ok not.
even when im back home. he still keep calling.
and mommy came to fetch me after work.
and and and..
vincent jie fu, da jie & tong tong fetch me.
and drive me home with baobei & mommy~
thanks uh!

celebrate tongtong's birthday together with family & baobei.
got some videos.
but.. im tired to upload. will upload soon ok!
well.. i show you those pics first barh.

lots of present for her uh!
haas. so good!
and her barney cake bought from her mommy!

and it's late ler!

all of us. include baobei.

have to hong that birthday girl to sleep. LOLS!

then chit chat with baobei inside my room till 3 plus am.

her dad came to fetch her. and she went off!

lastly and again "happy birthday tong tong"!

OFF TO REST!

2009-05-08T21:53:00.000-07:00

oh.. i forget to update 2nd may.
haas. mmm.. well.. will upload soon~
some videos to watch too. :D

#7 may. Thursday.

haas.. im off! went visit my dearest baby. :D
and im early huh! haas. so went to tampiness.
meet biao jie for lunch. woohoos!
after lunch,
cab to CPC visit baby. haas. ;x
well.. just for that 20min. but it's enough already!
cause i can see you is more than enough bi. ;D
baby, i will rem what you said. ok?
don't worry about me alright?
i still love you so much as before! :)
and before i goes off.
he still remember to say " HAPPY 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY! "
bi, you still rem! im really so happy!
i love you so much! ;D

after visit actually meeting buddy.
but.. my 佛牌 drop and crack. :x
well.. have to go repair again.
i drop it for the 2nd time ler! ARGH!!!
lucky baby didn't scold me. :x haas!
("sorry eh buddy! meet you saturday!")
and next.. so.. i went bugis find baobei and peina.
then baobei pei me go FU LU SHOU COMPLEX repair it.
fuck! im too late. they say must wait till tml as my 佛牌 is too thick.
ARGH!!
so waited till tml. :D
pei baobei chat chat awhile.
and then went off to tampiness meet biao jie. ;)
go back yishun together meet mommy.
went northpoint search for tongtong's birthday present.
bought a toy for her. ;)
hope she likes it. haas!
and went mum mum. then headed home!

i think im gonna fall sick soon! argh!

2009-05-08T21:51:00.000-07:00

BORED AT WORK!
#6 may. :D Wednesday

2009-05-08T21:39:00.000-07:00

#5 may. Tuesday
After work. went back yishun with baobei & peina~
happily working!! :D

reach yishun. meet daddy , mommy & cousin at mac.

they drive me go chomp chomp eat! woohoos!

nice nice~ :D

let me intro~

this is my mommy & biao jie (miko)

biao jie took this photo for me.

well.. cause she wanna test my phone! lols!

2009-05-08T21:32:00.000-07:00

WORK WORK WORK..

#4 may. bought my new phone! finally!
ling ling tot i will bought pink colour.
haas! wrong wrong wrong!
it's white. know why?
cause HE LOVE WHITE.
so i bought white phone.
sounds stupid uh!
haas!

LG VIEWTY KU990R (white)

2009-05-08T21:31:00.000-07:00

#29th april . when im at work~ ;D

2009-05-08T20:57:00.000-07:00

well.. here's the pics~
28th april. Tuesday. raining day!

waiting for papa drive me to work. =)

2009-05-02T08:38:00.000-07:00

WELL ..
im lazy to blog for the time being.
as im too tired!
and im lazy to write letter too. :X
but.. i have to write! i promise him!

so.. i will update everything when im off again!
LOLS!
BYE~

2009-05-01T09:12:00.000-07:00

1ST MAY 2009

HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY BABY!

baby, it's 2nd year ler. so fast right?

i know you wont be seeing the post for now.

but.. i still hope that the 3rd year.

you still can read it. =)

2 years ler. time really flies~

seriously baby,

i never tot of i will be with you for so long.

you know that?

i never tot that 2 years ler,

and i still love you so much.

it's getting even more.

really thanks for being a part of my life!

i really hope that rest of my life,

i still have you!

baby, i know that im not the only one fu chu.

you did too!

you did so much things that no much guy will ever do that.

thanks! i really love you so much!

it's really great to have you!

thanks for all this 2 years der ren wo, ran wo, teng wo. =)

i can only say,

you are the only one that understand me most!

I LOVE YOU! MUACKS!

2009-04-26T08:27:00.000-07:00

QUESTION~

PICK A GUY.
ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS.
IF YOU'RE GONNA LIE, THEN DON'T DO IT!

1. Would say he is hot?
- as in? to me. of cause yes. =)

2. Does he goes to your school?
- yes. to fetch me. but.. im not schooling anymore. maybe next time? haa!

3. Do you like him?
- i don't just like him. i love him damn fucking much! =D

4. How long have you liked him for?
- like? im not sure. but im sure that i love him for almost 2 years! =)

5. Ever dated him?
- of cause. i don't dated him then who else? lols.

6. Ever cry over for him?
- yup yup. ;)

7. what songs remind you of him?
- ai hen jian dan by tao zhe. ;)

8. Do you know his name?
- how i can be not knowing his name and love him? LAME!

9. How old is he?
- old than me 1 year. this year 21. ;)

10. Last time you talked to him?
- thursday. 23rd april. the last visit of the month. ;)

11. Does he know how you feel?
- he knows. he's the only one understand me most.
and the only one can feel what im feeling right now!

12. Think about him alot?
- yup! other than him. i really don't know who else can i think of! my life is full of him!

13. Ever kiss him before?
- yes! i love kissing him. ;)

14. What does he look like?
- my future husband! LOLS! ;)

15. Is he older than you?
- yup!

16. Does he have a girlfriend?
- YES! it's me. ;)

17. Would you date him?
- if i have the chance again. :(

18. Ever see him cry before?
- of cause got. haha. he only crys in front of me. ;)

19. How often do you talk about him?
- haha! ALWAYS! every min every sec? lols.

20. Anyone knows you like him?
- lols. everyone knows i love him!

21. When's his birthday?
- 28th Dec . ;)

22. Ever hang out with this person, just the two of you?
- yes! always. i hope now also can. hais.. ;(

23. Have his phone number?
- yup. but he's not using phone ler..

24. Are you going to call him anytime soon?
- can i? do he have a phone with him right now? hais.

25. Do you think he'll read this?
- yes, when he's out. ;)

26. Are you his friend?
- nope! im just more than a friend. =) (*girlfriend*)

27. Has he given you anything?
- yes! he gave me almost everything he got!

28. Have any pictures of him?
- i have got alot. wanna see? LOLS!

29. Anyone else like him?
- lols. how would i know?! if there is. i will KILL that person!

30. Do you think you have a chance?
- mmm.. this isn't a question for me! i already have it!

31. Last time you saw him?
- thursday. 23rd april. last visit of the month!

32. Brave enough to name him?
- Braian Quek!

lols. i know this quiz quite lame! lols. it's copy from baobei (may) 's der blog.
as i have got nothing to update anymore. so..
answer this quiz! lols!

BYE!

cheers,
fennies

2009-04-25T07:07:00.000-07:00

it's my off day! WOOHOOS!
today rest at home.
i suddenly got the feeling
that im like very long didn't stay at home for the whole day ler.
lols. well.. i miss my home!

asked baobei (may) today wanna meet me for dinner marh.
mmm.. she's not in the mood.
so.. cancel. didn't meet her.
well.. it's ok. mommy cooking tonight too.
so.. haas. next time barh. =)

i went northpoint in the evening.
as the whether is damn fucking hot!
i just don't feel like goin out.
but.. wei ler baby's der card.
i bought some colour pens and colourful cards.
and headed home! headace when the whether is damn hot!
anyway.. hope baby likes it. ;)

and i just finish drawing my card.
now chatting with lynnies sister.
so.. bye~ ;)

2009-04-24T09:05:00.000-07:00

WORKING !!

went to work today,

today is pei jun der last day!

so fast! hey, you promise me to come find me der ok!

don't ever forget ok!

guess today i saw who?

my dearest baobei sayang (anisz).

woos! 2 years didn't saw her ler.

took some pics with her,

and she went off.

(pics will upload soon...)

then whole day chat chatting with qing yu.

lols.. she's damn funny!

and time passes so damn fast today!

enjoy working with you girl.

see you on sunday ya!

misses*

after work went back home..

guess who i saw at bugis mrt station?

it's really been so long since i saw him!

i promise him. not to say who..

so..

anyway.. it's nice to see you again.

it's been 4 years ler. .

(*yi lu shun feng*) when you go oversea study ok?

he said: "wah. you still the same huh. and still the same,

anything also can laugh. just keep laughing."

i know im still that fat.

but that's me ok!

and i don't laugh, then cry merh?

LAME!

why everyone says that?

and the most worst thing that he said is

" but now better lah. at least you change mature.

more like a lady.

not like last time gold hair. like ah lian."

what the! do i look like one?!

ARGH!! forget it..

anyway.. see you soon again alright?

takecares~ what pass is passed.

dont think of it ler.

cheer up!

find a better girlfriend alright!

now.. it's time for my dearest baby!

letter time! 5 days letter..

it's time to write now!

and anyone! please remind me.

tomorrow im gonna go popular buy baby's card!

thanks ya million time! =D

IM OFF TOMORROW

WOOHOOS!

come on! i cannot be working at bugis street for the rest of my life der.

that's crazy! i just work for the time being. LOLS!

BYE~

2009-04-24T08:38:00.000-07:00

VISIT BABY!

today went visit my hubby. =)

i found that.

i still love him so much.

the feeling is even stronger.

he's still the sweetest one!

baobei (may) wanted to meet me go kbox.

but in the end..

we didn't meet up.

went AMK kbox with buddy.

buddy. thanks luh!

for acc me to kbox!

then slack under block for awhile.

then buddy acc me wait for last bus.

and headed home~

and know how lame buddy is?

she called me when she's bathing.

cause of G***T.

LOLS.. so lame!

but that's her.

always do things that ppl won't think of.

lols.!

buddy, you think too much ler!

END!!!

2009-04-22T09:53:00.000-07:00

BABY, just few more day left.
rem is what date?
("1st may 2009")
it's our two years anniversary.
you know from the start till now.
we didn apart for so long before.
even if when we quarrel.
wont quarrel over night.
it's been 6 months plus without you by my side.
i miss you so badly!

and i tell you!
you gonna pay me back my 2nd year & 3rd year anniversary!
when you're out.
this is you own me der!
i love you so much seriouly.
* SMUACKS *

no one knows how i felt.
cause you're not me.
don't tell me you understand.
actually you don't..

Baby I MISS YOU SO..

2009-04-22T08:55:00.000-07:00

YEAHS! OFF TOMORROW~

today went work again. im late again..
sorry darlings.. make you girls wait for me for 5 to 10min.
as im not really feeling well today. hais.
while working im reading magazine. playing psp.
msging with baobei (may), darlings - yu ping & pei jun.
and chit chatting with xue yi & qing yu.
LOLS.. they're funny!
i saw meiru & alan today.
alan said: wow.. you never change dao. still the same.
me said: of cause lar. still the same as before. still so keai!
LOLS!!
anyway.. i don't wanna change. everything, everyone changed.
but not me.. i wont wanna be the one changing.
that's me!!
even if everyone around me changed.
but i'll still be the same. =)

OFF tml. can you imagine? how happy i am?
this is the first time i keep on working for 1 week none stop!
i never tot of i can work that long! LOLS!
i agree! im lazy!! lols.. ;D
and tml is the day that i can see my dearest hubby! :D
know how much i miss him?! lols.
no one knows. only him.
even if i don't say. i believe he knows it! cause that's him!
it's been days since i last write letter to baby.
yes. i promised him. that i will everyday write letter to him.
i will do it. just that now days abit slow. as im too tired ler.
im sorry baby.
i know you have been waiting very long for it..

after today. i can see him. even if it's that 20min.
im still happy. i don't ask for more.
just that he's fine inside.
and it's another day im nearer to him.
i know that. it's long to wait for you bb. but i will endure.'
you'll always be the one i loved so much! :D

Buddy,
Are you meeting me tomorrow for our kbox?
give me a call tomorrow!

2009-04-21T09:29:00.000-07:00

IM STILL ALIVE.

NO WORRY! :D

been working this whole week?

darlings, im enjoy working with you girls. :D

see you tomorrow~

21st April

20th April.

19th april.

END! BYE~

P.S : I LOVE AND MISS YOU MUCH HUBBY!!! muacks

2009-04-16T01:02:00.000-07:00

OFF DAY !

woohoos!

didn't meet baobei (may) today.
so .. stay at home rest!
tired lar! :D
later goin northpoint buy my cards.
redo another anniversary card for baby.
我好想你宝贝!
i love you so much everyday ~ ;)

night time going watch movie with 妈咪 , 二哥 & miko 表姐.

BYE~

2009-04-16T00:51:00.000-07:00

宇桐非 - 感动天感动地

一开始我以为
爱本来会很容易
所以没有经过允许
就把你放心底
直到后来有一天
你和他走在一起
我才发现原来爱情
不是真心就可以

我感动天感动地
怎么感动不了你
明明知道没有结局
却还死心塌地

我感动天感动地
怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹
都是我骗自己

以为自己不再去想你
保持不被刺痛的距离
就算早已忘了我自己
却还想要知道你的消息

END! ;D

2009-04-15T10:01:00.000-07:00

15TH April . Wednesday~ :D

Been working this few days!

thanks buddy for acc me chat on phone this few days!

so that i wont fall asleep. haas.

that's what are friends for. you told me buddy~ :D

not like someone else.

love you buddy!

and thanks baobei (may).

thanks for all the way down to bugis just to pei me! :D

i love you! ;)

remember our date tomorrow !

and miko jie.

so sorry~

you came here all the way find me.

and wanted to go home with me.

but i went to eat after work.

didn't go home with you.

so sorry! and..

still thanks for waiting for me for so long.

PATRICIA,,

ya. you're right!

that's what i think!

is cause of everything what you do.

that makes me think this way.

everyone equal? haa. funny!

anyway.. whatever.

no point quarrel also.

i don't wish and don't want quarrel with you anymore.

i found myself being so "double S" (stupid & silly)!

ya. you're right!

i got kelly & may.

that's enough already!

whenever im sad! only they will be by my side.

answering all my calls!

in my life. i know now. i don't need sisters.

I ONLY NEED BEST FRIEND!

thanks for letting me understand all this.

baby,

you're right. when things come. im gonna grow up.

cant be always like a "xiao hai zi".

some that keep hanging on. no point!

even buddy & baobei also told me that!

i think it's really time to let go..

baby, i miss you badly!

it's another another another day nearer to you ler!

woohoos!!!

i love you always and so much ~ :D

MUACKS **

2009-04-12T01:39:00.000-07:00

EXPO SHOPPING With my family! :D

Today evening went to expo sales.

with 妈咪, 大姐, 姐夫 & 彤彤.

妈咪 bought me lots of snacks snacks!

woohoos!! :DD

then she bought pillow for me & 二哥.

which cost $79. but is bought it on hourly special,

cost $19 each.

she even bought me a banket and bedsheet.

cost $39. thanks 妈咪!

she spend alot today!

when i get my pay.

i promise i treat 妈咪 go eat 大餐!

i love you 妈咪! :)

next we went to Changi Village,

there to mum mum and..

next we go loyang pray pray.

the tample is 24 hours der.

and headed home after that~

pics of 妈咪, 彤彤 & me.

彤彤 & 妈咪

妈咪 & me ~

where is she looking at? lols.

妈咪, we are taking photo nerh!

hahahaha! :)

let me introduce ` this is our 小宝贝(彤彤) ~

i receive baby's 2 letter today!

woohoos! :D

finally! i waited for few months ler!

i Miss him so much!

baby said" I wanna tell you something deep from my heart.")

TO me is very sweet and touch.

it goes ~

("if loving you is a crime, i rather be a prisonner in your heart.")

("Please dont tell me that you wanna leave me and return home!

I will go where you go, I will live where you live,

your thing will be my thing and your parents will be my parents.

I will die where you die and be buried beside you.

May the lord punish me if we are ever separated even by death.")

isn't it so sweet? I MISS HIM !

BABY, you promise me that next next year you will pei me go malaysia

and ride bike bring me go long gai ("gai gai").

it's a deal! you promise me!

dont forget! ok?!

i love you so much! :D

BYE~

2009-04-10T22:55:00.000-07:00

GOOD FRIDAY !;)
10th april.

woke up around 10am. go prepare for work.

my MOMMY so sweet. =)

wake me up and wake up early just to cook for me.

pack everything nicely for me to bring to work.

Thanks mommy! i love you ~

You're the best MOMMY i ever wanted! :D

time pass quite fast today. ;)
night time joyce come find me.

had a little chat with her,

then she went off shopping with her friends.

next, on phone with buddy again.

only she will call me barh. haha!

SO BORED!!!

some pics when im at work. =)

BABY,

i miss you so much!

you told me that you will be back on next year july.

so long. hais. 我好想你宝贝!